It’s just too light in here
Not dark as it should be
At night
This light illuminating
My entire room…
So bright
I cannot force my eyes
I try so hard
I squeeze them
Tight
They seem to open up
Again
I cannot fall asleep
I writhe
That little sound
(drop)
Inside the bathroom
Makes me want to
Chop
My head off
And now, oh please
On top
Of all that stuff
I cannot
Stop
My thoughts
Inhale
Exhale
Again
An hour later
I am still awake
I shake
Insane.